SLEEP. (Week 7)
SLEEP!!! I want to shout this word out LOUD! I am really really very tired. Somehow, I think I don’t have enough sleep. I wonder why, some people even if they sleep for just a few hours, they would still be as energetic as usual. WHY?!
Had a cold on wednesday. It was terrible. Went home, and I fell onto my bed. Woke up at 6pm plus and I feel much better. Redo the podcast and went to sleep at around… 4am?! o.O And, I have lessons at 8am the next day, which is Thursday! How I wish I was like Nobita. Just lied down, and you’ll fall asleep. Haha. So, had studio production as early at 8am! After that, suppose to have 3 hours break. But, we are doing the podcast presentation, so we joined T1B2 for class at 1pm. Podcast presentation was BORING. I’m serious. Like maybe one or two hours after the presentation, almost half of the class was dozing off. I was one of them. I fell asleep! But, I sleep with an uncomfortable position. And so, I am having backache after that. :x
Went home after the presentation, had dinner and I fell asleep at around 6.40pm. So, I woke up at 11pm plus that day. I still have lesson the next day! Which is today. So, I slept at 4am plus and I overslept! That’s the reason why I am late for photography class today! :x I’m half-dead today.
Anyway, I shall digress from my life.
Time. Recently, watched this episode of “rhythm of life” on channel 8. It’s a drama, just for your information. One of the part goes like this. A guy, threw a coin into a lake (or something like that) and make a wish. He wished he could turn back time. Then, he fell into the water and time went back. It was ridiculous! Don’t you think so? But, watching that, makes me think. Wouldn’t it be nice if you could go back time and try to avoid those things which you don’t want it to happen? But in the drama, everything is still the same, no matter what he changed, the ending is still the same. He will still lose someone close to him. So, he went back to the lake AGAIN and make a wish to turn back time. Yes, he could still go back! Wow. So, he went back time for two times! It is so off reality. But, could there really have such things? I don’t know. Even if there is such things, I don’t think the person would say it out?
And one more thing, watched a show and a person was discussing about planet. He said, “Some people said that at the other side of the universe, there will be a person just like me and you. Doing the same thing.” Well, I have heard it before. And, talking to some of my friends about this too. It’s so interesting right? Haha. I finds it interesting to discuss about something which no one knows the answer. The other side of the universe is a few light years, which, i don’t know how long exactly is it… Ok, I check the dictionary in our macbook and the definition is a unit of astronomical distance equivalent to the distance that light travels in one year, which is 9.4607 × 10 12 km (nearly 6 trillion miles). I think the dictionary in our macbook rocks! Haha. It’s so convenient! :D Anyway, back to topic. The other planet could be 100 times bigger than our Earth! Or, they are just 100 times smaller than our Earth. So, their earthlings would be dwarfs to us. Ha. Interesting? Are there aliens?
Last time, I watched a show/drama which is something like mystery. Wisely. Have you heard of this name? If you have heard of this name, you should know what’s the show I am talking is about. :D Are there a 4th dimension? What if you fell into this 4th dimension? Bermuda Triangle. Have you have of it? I really finds it interesting. You can click on the words to know more. Reference – wikipedia. What if you enter another dimension and sees many many extraterrestrial being? I wonder how they looked like? Do they have 3 eyes, 2 nose, 2 mouths? Haha. Or, maybe they walked on their hands? Hm. No one knows. But, the universe is an interesting thing.
Hm. Think about it. I shall try sleeping soon! Many things to do! Although next week would be the last week before our 2 weeks break! (:
TO-DO LIST!
- Research on Com Issues – In Class Assignment. (Due on Monday)
- Read the notes for Storytelling Techniques – Quiz. (Due on Tuesday)
- Read Film Art – Quiz. (Due on Wednesday)
- Art & Design Storyboard. (Due on Wednesday)
- Think of those things to apply for Studio Production Rotation Production. (Due on Thursday)
Anyway, I have just completed my storytelling techniques journal! Yays!
OH MY GOD!!! HAHAHA. BYE! (:
Chocolate is Chocolate.
What’s After? (Week 6)
Suddenly thought of a question when my classmate asked during seconday school. He once ask, what’s after we died? My answer to him was, everything would be like a dream? When you are dead, you closed your eyes and it feels as if you are sleeping. And, you would be in your dreams, forever. So, what’s the definition of death? From the dictionary in our macbook, it stated the action or fact of dying or being killed; the end of the life of a person or organism. It’s the end of our organism, but, what about the soul of a person? When a person dies, does he or her really leave the world? Quoted from the sixth sense film, someone said, “When people own things and then they passed away, a part of themselves get imprinted on those things. Like… fingerprints?” So, even if you die, something from you would still be left on this world. Your last breath? Your scent? Your feel? And of course, your fingerprints.
Heard many stories about people coming back to life when they are on their verge of death. Like those people whom their heartbeat stopped and then the heart starts beating again? They said that they have visited hell and so on. Of course, all of their stories on hell are different. No one have really been to hell. And, if someone went there, they would really be dead. How to tell us the story about what’s after death? When you heard those stories from people whom almost died, for example, in a car accident? They might say there would be flashed back about the past. Those things which they have regrets and those things which they wish to atone for? Is it true? I have never been on the verge of death before, so, I can’t answer the question. Some people might also say, when they are on the verge of death, they would see their process of growing up. From baby, to a child, to an adult and so on… I don’t know about that.
Life is fragile. And I believe that, everyday, we are doing some killings. Ants. Just walk on the ground and you might have just killed some of them. It is inevitable. Even if you tried to aviod the ants, which I think it is quite impossible. Those food you consumed, they are once alive. Chicken, Pork, Fish, Beef… Even vegetables are once a living thing! So, killing are inevitable. The most cruel living on earth is of course us, human. Now there is global warming and the weather is so hot! Who causes it? Us. The ozone layer are depleting and are we trying to salvage it? And we are complaining about the hot weather, whose fault was that? (Ok, I am one of the person complaining about the weather.) For now, the weather is hot -> we turn on the air con -> CFC are emitted -> ozone layer deplete again.
Some people saying that 21 December 2012 is doomsday. True or false? Maybe till then, we will know what’s after death… But, there was a prediction of doomsday a few years ago, right? It didn’t happen at all. Now, true or false?
Tired (Week 5)
Well, I am seriously lacking of sleep! Not that I am always going to fight club in the night. (Grins) Yea, some of you would know what I meant. Hahaha. Actually, I really don’t feel like blogging. Blogging in such a formal way is so tiring. But, no! I cannot just end my post just like that. I want to pass my modules! I don’t want to fail and repeat my modules. Just like what our course manager, Leonard said, “You are here to study, not to fail modules.” Right.
Anyway, nowadays I have been going home late. I don’t even have time to watch my tv programmes! How pathetic. In the past, I could just sit in front of the tv for hours! And I really meant hours! At least 4 hours, that’s for sure. But now, sometimes I just went home, bathe and went to bed. That’s monday! Imagine having lessons at 10am to 12pm and you have a CCA (SGnewwave) which starts at 7pm?! This means that I have 7 hours to spent in school, rotting? Seriously, I really hope that they can change my IS timing for me. Wouldn’t it be better if my lesson starts at 1pm? Like some of our classmates. In this way, I can sleep till a later time. And, I wouldn’t have to waste so much time in school.
I am always having insomnia. Maybe I think too much. My brain are overly active at night. I don’t know why. Unless I am tired out, then I will fall asleep. Sigh. Is there a cure for it?
And now, many assignments are pilling up! Podcast, Art & Design Storyboard, Photography assignments. Actually, photography assignments aren’t that difficult. Went for a photo shoot just now in the afternoon and I actually encountered such horrifying stuff. Ha. Well, I am not going to write it here! And, shooting picture with a SLR camera in your hand looks so cool! Really. Too bad it is not a DSLR. How I wish I have one. ): Too expensive for me I guess. Ah yes. Taking picture with such a professional looking camera is cool! Looking around for things to take, adjust the focus, totally rocks! You can even act like a professional taking picture. =P Cool right? However, after taking pictures under the hot scorching sun, now I am tired.
One of the picture I took while waiting for my bus just now.
Hm. Our school have many cats right? I realise that the cats always comes out at night. How cute! (:
Meow!
And, I believed that everyone knows about the China Earthquake. It was so terrible. Really feel upset to see all the people homeless and injured. Heard that some people have their hand or leg amputated in order to survive. Even though they can survive, but, with their limbs, how do they work and provide for their family? We should be glad that we are living in Singapore, where, I think is quite safe from natural disaster? Not really sure about that, but, I am sure that we are lucky! We must be satisfied.
Ok, I shall start thinking of what to write for Letter To The Past. What should I write? A real story or just spin a story out? Haha. That’s all. (:
Time (Week 4)
What exactly is time? The definition of time, is the indefinite continued progress of existence and events in the past, present, and future regarded as a whole. Taken from the dictionary in our macbook. :D Time won’t stop for anyone. As time goes by, everything will change. People will grow from young to adult to old to death. It is a cycle which cannot be stopped. Time will also makes things change. Take our blog for example. I believe that by the end of our semester, some people post might get shorter and shorter, duller and duller. (Ok, maybe I am one of the person.) Lesser pictures are uploaded. Lack of the interest to post. Lack of the stuff to write. Everything starts to change. At the start, it is fresh, so, you might go around other people’s blog to read and give comments. But, as weeks pass by, lesser people will be visiting your blog. Comments might also have decrease. The blogging assignment will most likely to be pushed to Monday night too. It’s all because of the freshness had gone stale.
Watched Doraemon on channel 8 a few weeks ago. And, there is one part which is somehow related to time. Nobita had wasted a lot of time in the past and now, he had many things not yet done. So, Doraemon helped him get back some of the time he had wasted to finish up the things he had to do right now. Too bad it is a comic. Wouldn’t it be great that we could get back some of the time we had wasted in the past? Well, I am not talking about time travelling you know? It is like, when you get back 2 hours of the time you wasted, the whole world would stop for 2 hours and you are the only one living in the world. If I can get back some of the time, first thing I would want to do is to… Read Film Art! Oh no! There is a test one Wednesday and I am still stuck at page 20+! There are at least 50 pages for me to read! But, I still prefer to do blogging assignment first. Haha.
Anyway, lets get back to the topic. Time not only will make a person’s looks change. It might also change their character. Have you ever met your long lost primary school friends in school? Would you recognise them? Or, it was them who called out for you? If the two of you are in the same course, would you two still feel as close as in the past? Or the two of you are just total strangers? Could it be because he or her character had changed? If their character had changed, could it be because of the school they are previously in? The kind of friends they had made? Or, maybe the two of you aren’t friends in the first place? Ha.
People also often said, time can heal everything. Could it really heal everything? I don’t really know. But, I think that, if you are really hurt, even 20 years had past, there would still be a scar. Be it in the heart, or on your flesh. Unless, for the heart ‘injury’, you had lost your memory. Then, everything would be healed.
Ah. I am still not used to writing such things. Haha. So, I shall end everything here? But, before that, I am currently addicted to a song! WHERE IS MY MIND? Haha. I believed most, or rather everyone of you had heard this song right? It’s a song in the movie Miss Melaine showed us during Intro To Film – Fight Club! Enjoy! (:
EMOtion-ist (Week 3)
Why do people feel EMO? I have people around me who are an “emotionist”. It is not really cool to be emo. However, some people just like to be emo. What’s the point of being emo when you can live happily? Actually, if you are feeling emo all the times, maybe you should go and see a psychiatrist. If you had watched tv, there was this advertisment on depression. One of the sentence in the advertisment goes like this, “It is more than just feeling blue.” Yes, it is indeed more than just having a monday blues or something else.
When you are feeling emo, think to yourself, do I have depression? I can’t let myself have depression. I must be happy! Think of happy moments in your life. I don’t believe there is none? Maybe, if you have an “emotionist” friend, you should really care for them. Don’t really let them feel emo.
But, why do people wants to be/act emo? Is it to attracts attention? I still don’t believe that there are so many “emotionist” among us. If there are really “emotionist”, is it because the society is too stressful for them to handle? Or, some people acts emo just to gain attention from people, so they will asked, “what happened? are you alright?”
Some people feel emo because they are neglected. A talks to B, C talks to D and E talks to F. What happens to G? G is ignored. Please don’t do that to G. But, I believe some people doesn’t care about it. But, of course, some people do care. In fact, some people to care a lot! So, when chatting happily to your friends, let’s not forget about the “invisible” friend. He/She is not invisible. I must admit that sometimes I do forget about an existence of a person. But, sometimes, people also do forget about my existence. So, it’s even up? Ha.
Why be the sad one among the happy ones?
When you can be the happy one among the sad ones?
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Everyone have a secret of their own. No point digging out people’s secret right? Saw blogs with many many weird sentence. Which I don’t understand. Yes, I’m a blog hopper. I jumps around, blog to blog. I do visits strangers blog too. Anyway, my point is, why do I always view EMOS blog. Sentences like, “I’ve lost trust in you.” Or, “Things will never be the same again.” Does they mean it? Or just to attracts attention? If it’s just to attracts attention, yes, they have reached their goals. It makes me wants to know more. However, if they meant it, I shan’t ask. Shouldn’t be so inquisitive, right? Even if I asked, some people may not want to say it. So, why makes things so awkward? So, I shall, MIND MY OWN BUSINESS. :D
Ok, I think there are no “emotionist” in our class right?
So, I am not directing at anyone, ok? :x
AND, I’M NOT EMO!!! HAHAHA.
